I lost myself
I drowned
I accept it in me
The darkness
when I sat in the dark
and waited for you
Thats when it hit me
I lost myself

I pledged to make my lips move
stretch stretch stretch into that smile
In the hope that it will seep inside
But I have never known anything so tight
It just refused to bow to my will

woman in pain

I shaped my heart into a bow
Waiting for that cupids arrow
But instead my darkness forged its own.
When i rushed to hold it back,
It was already gone.
When the light came out,

I did not scavenge to hide
The whiteness scarred me forever
but I had already realized
That I cannot be whole
without both the fire and coal.